Yawn today is a blank day ! I was quite sad for the day ...

I have to play candles on my own outside my house at the stairs ): Because no one celebrated today ! I didnt even carried a lantern for goddamn sake . Im just complaining but because I still have many years of Mid-Autumn Festival just like my birthdays so I should not kill myself and die .

:D:D:D

But anyway , went for lunch at 515 with Joycie , went to CWP to buy bubbletea and a new barbell because one stinks and I threw it away , one dropped into the sink and one only has one ball cap [?] . Girlfriend bought apple juice from 7-Eleven .

Took 901 to BLK 554 to pass something to her brother . 2 toddlers keep saying bye to me . Then I tell Joycie they only know how to say bye , I proved it to her by saying Hi !! to them and they still say bye ! They very high , high until fall down . But they very cute la . Joycie said See you ! then the boy boy like , ??????? all over his head with this funny smile .

Walked to Vista Point , then the playground near Kelvin's house and then outside Kelvin's house . Abit of conflict but I guess it's ok already (: Joycie went home , I was sadddddddd .

Then I went into Kelvin's house got alot of people . After awhile they went to Vista Point and laogongz chased me home . Roar ! Im not acting cute I really roaring lor .

But laogongz msged me afterwards and I was really happy , he said he was giving me probation and I cannot breech ! Damn funny heh . My probation officer is Mr Yeh (:

Played candles outside my house as said and I think my work was very pretty ! :D
Played only a box of candles and I felt emo and bored -.-

My auntie came with my cousins ! They were so hyper lol . My auntie cut bangs-lookalike hair for me ! I dont want any parting on my hair !

Then my godbrother and his little brother who my my mother babysits for came ! I missed the little brother damn fucking much lor ):
He was my dearest baobei ! Well but I was disappointed that my godbrother lied . LIED at four years old damn it . I gave him this plum candy . He very happy to have it and pleased his father to let him eat . Then he was allowed to eat . He opened it and lick it , obviously disliking the taste of the plum candy . Then he passed it to me . Guess what he said ? He tell me actually he bluff me one he dont want to eat he only want to open it to give me eat -.- My mood was totally ruined and I ignored him . My mood was fucking bad la .

My family enjoyed outside and I was in the room using the computer ~ Im not pitying myself but you can blame no one but yourself if you have no mood . What a pity , what a waste .

I have to go now because my another auntie was staying in my house , in my room , [did i mention that before ?] and my mum insisted I dont disturb my auntie when my auntie insisted it was alright . Fuck la ! I go off now and blow my hair liao .

$^#@&$@^&&&&&@%^&*%*

Wahlao I miss talking to YKH so much .
I dont know whether Im allowed to go out tmr , lol .

I hope my cousin comes over and chat with me , pray pray pray ! So if I cannot go out , I have something to do .

Im posting my pictures tmr because it's alotttttttttttt and rmb I have to rush off now ?!?!

Damnit la , damnit .
I very angry now . I feel like screaming la !


A very very happy mid-autumn festival . Thanks round moon .

Supposingly wanted to post about my Mummy's birthday but had time limit because my auntie was staying at my house and she had to sleep in my room and I had to sleep too (in my parents room !) and I have many things to type !

Wanted to say I enjoyed that day alotttttttttt and I love my Mummy , Daddy and Jiejie and I hoped they will stay as happy as what they are now :D



Currently at YKH house so no photos ! He had gone out and Im waiting for him to be back ...

My work stopped on Friday , thank goodness . And for your information , I was only supposed to work for two weeks . Lol !

Work was and enjoying experience as I could have KFC for lunch -.- And I have my cousins and aunts to accompany me ! And the best of all , the wonderful pay that I will be getting tmr . YUMMY .

So , Saturday was the day to relax and enjoy and catching up with Boyfriend , Girlfriend and fellow friends . Lol ! Met Joycie below my house at 12+ she was so sweet la ! Waited below my block for me leh . (:

Then we went to Vista Kitchen to eat our usual . Talking to her is always so nice and relaxing ! Oooo I love her . We went to 7-Eleven and bought princess biscuits for each other (:
HAPPY 7TH MONTH GIRLFIE !
She also gave me a small heart-shaped card which I like alot !
Joycie , you're a very strong girl already ! If I were you , I will be and emo shit leh . I will pei-ing you throughout de okk ^^

Then we went to Fragrant RC sit sit ~ Only Darren Liao was there . Then YKH and the others came ..
It still feels good to see your friends after a long time even though their first words were "Hi fei zhu !"
Ya I know I fat !!

Ok Im so into this book , Fatal Seduction II . I think Joycie told me about this quite long ago , and YKH just bought this book few days ago .
Even Fat Lips and Alvin Lee will read leh !
I only like Fatal Seduction II and not Fatal Seduction because before I came to post I was reading the book S:
Finished it in 3 hours leh ! Im a fast reader ^^

Totally cried at the end , it's damn touching and NOOOO I never got horny I swear -.-

And I think Fatal Seduction II is definitely nicer because Wenloong said so and the first page of it already got me reading without stopping (:

Btw , I havent finish reading Fatal Seduction -.- But I read 50+ pages and it's already quite boring !

I have to emphasized that I was really touched and enlightened by the story . It's like a total unexpected thing that happen in the end . You know when you read the words and they suddenly make all your hair stand and you will be feeling , wow ! , and that you are so into the story that kind ?

I scolded YKH for buying it using $11 !!!!! but now I take back my words . Heh sorry darling (:

Oh and anyway I talked about this book because I read Fatal Seduction for awhile while I was at Fragrant . Ahah !

Continue ~
And then after that , they wanted to kick some balls at Tekong Park ! Lol , soccer la !
Went to Joycie's house for awhile , her sister was being very sweet to be cooking for her boyfriend (:
And it was yummy !
Went down after awhile and many things happen , it was very chaotic and worrying ! Everyone went to CWP .

I was sweating like mad .
Lose fat ! :D

Then everyone took 901 to Vista Point to buy candles and stuff . Alot of people leh , 16 people I think (:
I went home to bathe and eat ~

And 8.45pm I went down and when I almost reached Vista Park , I saw them run across the road :O
I was confused and no one replied to my question -.-
Then I call here call there lor . Found YKH and guys , then Edwin , YKH and me took taxi back 'home' and here I am !

Im missing YKH already sia now . Part for four hours and I already want to see him very much . Very scary right ):
I scared later I too disturbing leh ~ You know the feeling when your hand really itchy want to call/text your boyboy but scared you too fan ?
Im having the feeling now S:
Aiyar I hope he'll open the door now and surprise me ! :D

I hope tmr will be fun ! I want buy alot alot of candles built alot alot of words and pictures and buy lanterns with girlfriend .
Yay ! Happy Mid-Autumn Festival everyone ! So happy (:

Feel like I zi-highing because I alone in this room .

This one is my birthday photo at Fragrant RC ! So long ago but an unforgettable day .


And everytime I look at this picture I really will tell myself , Jiamin you really got grow fat leh . ):):):


Do you know my darling computer got alotttttttttttt of my zilian photos ? Wahahaha ! He had to look at my photos every night before he can go to sleep . Lol ! No laaaaaa !

You know wo de nan peng you the friendster background picture ? That was the very first photo we took . Lol lol (:
Memorable la !
I love YKH very very much !

I go blog-hopping while waiting for darling le .
I wanna upload many photos tmr ! Got many many :D

Bye people ♥

Long time never see (:

Have been working for a whole week for 12 hours each day and I got myself sick today .
AMAZING , worked for one week . Im so proud of myself .



Im the wifey material -.- But good ! Heh .



Im so fucking clever wahaha .

I miss my boyfriend too much . Im going crazy !

Going to do more tests already .

I love Mum , Dad , Sister & my dearest Boyfriend .

I LOVE THIS SONG LIKE SO FUCKING MUCH LA !
I cant believe Im sharing .




All I wanna do is ~
Bang bang bang bang !
And a
Trigger , Chink !
And take your maneh~

WOOOOOOOOOOOO . SO DAMN COOL . MY RINGTONE LIAO LA !

K.O (:

Tadaa ! Welcoming you with the cute baby at my house . Hah ! And my mother is the proud babysitter (:

Today is a cool and rainy day and Im having a flu soon ......
Cook an egg + cheese to kiap in a piece of bread with ketchup . Yummy ! My lunch (:
Went to Kelvin's house and they played funny videos , after that Hubby and me cabbed to his house :D





Here I am , I came home early . Anyway here's a very cute picture that I love with my laogong on it ! :D

It's his normal act cute way . I love him to the utmost core (:

Anyway .. Yesterday I slept over at laogong's house . It was a very fun night ! I could not fall asleep so I watch him sleep , then I was like in the midst of falling in love with his sleeping posture and he suddenly open his eyes so big to scare me ! Heh , then I cannot stop laughing .

Thinking once , twice , thrice , four times .........
I dont think I can find anyone like Kianhui already .
I have been finding quotes that suit my feelings , my love for someone that I totally cannot live without ....... Then I think again and I think I will not find a perfect one ! Because Im sure everyone has different feelings , even with a slight difference , they are still not the same .

But all I wanted to say was , no one had made me do everything to the extreme just to stay in his heart . Never had I smile , laugh , cried , think , shout , crazy and every single thing over and about someone before , and he was the first .

Dont you think stupid things just spoil the whole thing ? Many people broke up because of some trivial things when they know in their heart that they still love each other . It's such a pity , and I wont let that happen to me !

Unless one day he dont love me anymore , I will set him free .

Someone told me before , you can live without anyone in your life , you need no one to live .
But I think that's so so not true for me ...

I think everyone who fall in love just , fall . Really deep and hard . And they dont know what exactly is happening . Love is pure , love is simple . The differences make it hard for us .

Promises , swears , 'forever' .
Yeah , sound really sweet and nice . But never put all your hope on it . If he really plan to be with you till the stage where marriage comes in , he will show you as time goes by .

I think I sound too ...... Corny ! If that's the word . I just feel so lovey-dovey at this point of time and wanted to tell the whole world how much I love my boyfriend
(:

I might not have said much in my past entries about him , but do know that my heart has always been with him , not moving an inch . Heh !

Ok , I feel like watching Spirited Away . Some show I've watched for 7-8 times already and still not sick of it :}

Goodbye people and ooooooo Im soso super glad Joycie's blog is back !

Hubby is 3G-ing me later , HAHAHA . I love you !

1. If you had to pick any one of the guys you know to kiss who would it be? My boyfriend !

2. Did you ever go through the "tom boy" phase? Nehhh I think Im quite girly !

3. Do you have more girl friends, or guy friends? Dont really know who are friends and who are not S:

4. Describe boys in two words. Complicated , Unpredictable .

5. Do you listen to any kind of music when you are sad? Yeah !

6. Quotes: gay or sweet? Sweet (:

7. What is something you would really like to hear right now? Listening to I Wanted You , but I want to hear Kianhui's voice :D

8. What is something that is usually on your mind? Family , boyfriend , random people + my own life ?

9. Have you ever been publiclly humilated? Guess so !

10. Are you a good dancer? Heh , when I was in Chinese Dance , teacher praised me before (:

11. If so, what is your ultimate dancing song. Dont have S:

12. Can you complete these lyrics? Where do you go where you're lonely... Nooo .

13. Do you consider yourself as a slut? Nope , Im definitely 5624194872405km far from it , duh !

14. What makes you happy? Smiles and jokes and laughters :DDD

15. Do you forgive people easily? I think so ?

16. What is a major pet peeve of yours? Quarrels / fights / conflicts and anything under that category .

17. Do you like your hair? Quite :D

18. Would you ever get piercings? I already have piercings !

19. Thongs or no? LOL I think I know what's that and noooo !

20. Can you, or could you ever, do a cartwheel? Can (:

21. Do you usually fall for people fast? Depends ..

22. What is one of the craziest things you have done for someone? Wait outside his house for many hours .

23. Name a person's phone number that you have memorized. A ? I got alot :D

24. Do you like chick flicks? Yeap :D

25. Have you ever said after seeing a baby. "Awww I want one!"? I see a baby everyday and yeah (:

Im abit fucked up here and there . I just feel stress coming down on me suddenly . Recalls of me failing in everything dawned on me . I cant help feeling useless . Everything I am , Im not up to it .

I feel like watching a scary horror movie to punish myself S: