A complete family I used to have .
What happen now ?

A decision I made made everyone so damn upset with me . What to do ? Undo my decision ?
Neh , just forget it man . This house is so damn fucking scary . I dont know what will happen to me ):

Someone said that I will have a big mishap this year . I dont know what will happen . I seriously hope nothing will happen . I dont want to end up in the hospital . I have to go back study next year . It's my very last chance .

I hate my laziness , because I couldnt bring myself to study . Study secondary 3 syllabus , I mean .

Im getting damn emo . Everything is upside down now , worse and worse .

I thought shutting up my mouth will be good for everyone . Is it wrong ?