I dont know how many people in this world actually have this kind of problem but all I know is I'm weird becuz it seem like Im the only one. Everybody else seem perfect to me. Do not tell me everyone has their problems that are really disturbing them and they are staying strong and Im just a fucking weakling and such. Because, I know it myself. Since dont know when, I became very selfish and insensitive to people's thoughts. I am more aware of whether people intentions to hurt me, and how fair or unfair if certain things is done etc etc.
Why do I keep escaping and escaping from people?!?!?!?! Fuck it.
I'm so upset with myself.
I dont really care if people are jumping with joy upon my misery. Im just saying my thoughts out. I really like Facebook application, "God wants you to know..." It's like the greatest fortune telling thing invented becuz every sentence suits me at the moment I read it and it never fail to give me more strength to move on in life.
Im a buddhist k....... Im going to the temple soon.
I really should stop thinking.
Something good I came across.
"74. Guys will always check out other girls, even if we make it less obvious when we're around you, it does not mean we're considering leaving you for the girl on the bus. It just comes to us without thinking, so don't freak out when a guy looks at another girl. It's just nature, and we know you were oggling at the cute guy that just walked passed. And hey, guys can have female friends just like girls can have male friends, just because he gets a text from a girl does not mean he is cheating on you. But if this does make things awkward, talk about it.
Wednesday, I went to HPV with G, TL and his friend! :D
Let the photos speak,
That's all for now I guess :D
Went to Genting last week! We only went there for about 4-5 hours~ I love the Bak Kut Teh at Klang!!! I love my cousins and relatives!!!
Am sick now with a flu. Hate the itchiness at throat you know? But I dont know why although it's a valid reason that I didnt turn up for work, I still feel so guilty... Sigh counsel me and tell me why!!!
As said before, Xiaxue and boyfriend wedding proposal's video is so worth my tears! Such a strong and funny girl with her own strong stand with loads of people loathing her and admiring herat the same time. I'm one of her supporters! She's someone I hope I could be like. Love her character.
"But somewhere we went wrong, we were once so strong. Our love is like a song, you can't forget it."
I dont know how to trust you anymore.
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