Sigh. Chatting to Xinting now. About all my unhappiness at the moment. It's suffocating me. I've been feeling so low self esteemed (?), it's like every single day if someone like ignore me or like diao me accidentally that kind I will emo sia. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME!!!! Im like damn emo nowadays wtfbbq. I hate this. Im trying to make my life right make my thinkings right but my freaking mind is playing games with me. I hate you brain mind and heart irritating.