There are many things which you do, you dont know how happy they made me. Those words and actions that are indirectly telling me you wanna be with me for at least the next quarter of my life :) I'm very happy when I see the effort. I'm very easily touched. I'm just someone who needed to be pampered with simple words and actions. I need a strong sense of security, surviving in a world filled with love and seriously I will be able to live happily and make all those negative thoughts vanish.


Anyway, what I'm trying and wanna try hard now is singingggg I sucks at that and I wanna be like Kailin, like how she sing :D I really wanna be good at something that I like. I sucks at everything that I like~


It was a very very fruitful day yesterday night when me and YY went to town and wait for Kailin to end work before we go sing. Although I feel very inferior becuz Im singing with 2 pro singers but I dont wanna care I just wanna sing my heart out!

Before Kaikai come, YY and I were playing with the PrizeStage toys machines again @ Cine lvl9. We got 3 keychains and one walking Mickey!!!!! Damn happy!
But we not only have this you should look at our bags of items at home... Machiam grocery store, got cups got car helicopter and all sorts of things.

I had a tad tipsy night but I enjoyed it anyway :)
So this is all for now! I have a long day working from midnoon to midnight...


P.S YY loves to disturb me. He'll shoot me with rubber band I say "PAIN!" Then he say, "Not pain I shoot for what?" Then I always like to clamp his fingers with mine becuz I feel no pain. He'll say "Dont! Very Pain!" Then I'll say, "That's the point!" giving a that's-the-fact face HAHA

No matter what, I wanna tell my YY who is now sleeping that I really love him alot alot alot more than he could ever imagine. There's nothing more valuable than having someone in your life that reminds you of who you are :)