Ok what happened for the past few days huh, let me see.
But wait! I only know that O's is coming, I havent completed understanding everything, I'm busy with work and self-reflecting, those things that don't bear any good results. Sigh!
2012 come soon leh all the ice faster melt. Let's die together everyone for the same reason :)


There was watching Phobia2 with L, fellow Hjks & Kh. First time movie with the guys and Lorencia. The movie was great though we missed the first few minutes but J wasn't there. She came with us after the movie though! :)
Kh bought MegaMcSpicy for me while having dinner!!! It was so damn oily and I feel a few pounds heavy after consuming it. Nevertheless, I was very happy becuz......... :)
Hung out at Macdonald till late!



School was total fun with L around! She never fails to and make me chatter nonsense non-stop. I really hope that I can see her often after the last day of school....... Well left one week of lesson and end of studying at BMC. It's kinda saddening you know that? I really appreciate the noise and jokes from my fellow classmates and most importantly, MrDev. I made a few good friends as well. I wanna cry! :'(


I'm gonna put on braces! :D Working and saving for that expensive metal.




Home with sister tuition-ing me was a blast. As in laughters and stupid entertainment. Love it ^^




Met up with Aiai two days ago. It's really great seeing her again after this period of time! Had jokes with her and heard her strum the guitar. Lol! I hope she'll be living on fine. Missed the good old days hanging out with her and guys, we were unbreakable. Look forward to outing with Xt and Aiai, and seeing Pepper soon ^^
Pepper's blog real cool. I didn't know dogs has such ability! Maybe I mean dog. heh.


J's house is like home. I love seeing meimei! Babies just make me smile real wide. It's like I don't know how to interact with them yet I really want to play with them. Seeing them squeak with delight makes my night brighter! And lying down on J's comfy bed talking about love, life and what's not :)




Seeing Kh really little nowadays. Busy with our own things. Distance don't make the heart grow fonder! :(






And.............. Finally for today! :D

It was great fun! Running in the rain, shuddering becuz of the coldness, being clueless about the ATM machine, shooting the arcade game with all my might but still lose out. Eating and eating and eating! Never have a chance to think about diet with J this food expert around.
888 for J's haircut, and looking at the mirror in the 2nd floor toilet.
768 for drinks and exploring. SAW LXT!!!! OMG I was fucking surprised and happy! L4D siol (; I still got apple pie treat leh mai siao siao.




It's refreshing to tour around Woodlands, to the place we've gone before, with friends in the present or in the past, the memories just start to flash in your mind. Talking and reminising with old friend. Sigh, I love my bitches and guy so much!

Went to admiralty park and gosh I didn't know how relaxing and quiet place it was. Totally filled with smell, scent and sound of nature. I really like the place. If you feel hungry, can just take a 2 minute walk to the Sakura restaurant lol! The place that caused me to be ill and lose 2 kg ^^

Cabbed home hehe. Awesome day, really.

AngJ, anytime for you! Whatever trips you down, just be strong and don't give in to it. We'll be guiding you my dear. What are BFFs for? :)





I miss L! Where is she?!?!

I'm starting to work even though I havent even complete my exams. Now I think I'm making a big mistake and hope's gonna be gone for O level. No promise to mug hard anymore. I will try though. It's all about trying.

All these troubles going thru and round my mind, I can't concentrate on anything proper.
Life is great becuz I have my friends, family and boyfriend, who really love and support me. Why am I still not satisfied? Only I know huh. Sometimes... Life just turn out to be so amazing, in an absolutely worst and unexpected way. And I don't really like it.

Day was okay-spent at Aunt's house in JB yesterday. My mid-autumn gone! :(
No playing of candles, no lanterns, nothing that I like except for the sufficient amount of favourite snowskin mooncakes that I ate :D
Mind you, fat die me.

But it was lunar 15th day of the month so my family and relatives have to be vegeterian for the day and I joined in... I wasn't looking forwards to the food that doesnt contain any meat, honestly. But the food was fucking good and one of the vegeterian 'chicken' tasted exactly or even nicer than the meat dish itself that I keep gasping and doubting whether it really isnt made up of real meat lol -.- Got shark fins ah, curry 'fishhead' ah, sweet and sour 'pork' etc etc.



Went home, ate durian mooncake and then I went outside to play some candles to satisfy my mid-autumn fun crave. I think that I'm getting pro-er in my wax dripping skills lol.




I even made an angel! Look like hor? Lol -.-

Went to TPY with parents and I had tiffs with Mum two days in a row! Hate it but I stick to my reasons though admitting that my attitude was wrong.

Had nice coffee at a coffeeshop!




SSC afterwards for Daiso that my mum keep renaming it as Da Sao (lol-.-)
I'm damn vain. Here's the proof.



No idea what it means but I like the look of it. LOL
It's a mouse pad and mirror! Mum lost my mirror at the coffeeshop. Sulks.


I miss Kh like crazy! Ya, like crazy. It's so unusual becuz I havent see him for only two days and I already miss him like crazy! I repeated crazy like got 3 times hor lol.

I will be trying my best to mug, don't mention mug harddd becuz I can't even study properly. I can read a sentence 3-4 times and still don't get what it means. Jialat.

Ciao, gotta bathe and cuddle up with my bolster in my little bed ^^

It was great fun with J at her house after watching Accident at CWP.
I suck at Bishi Bashi *sulks*
Long time since I laughed like heckz and hellz over something moronic.
I still can't stop grinning at those pictures! (;

After not seeing L for almost a week, I realised that I miss her soooooooo much.

Work and revision is starting soon, I don't think I even have time to socialise with my girls!
It's been long :/



Everyone changes every single day. It doesnt matter to me. The only thing that matters to me is the heart. As long as there's me in that little space, my name pops up in your mind few times a day. Not totally satisfied, but I'm keeping close to the principle for not being greedy and selfish... I'm trying.

Sometimes I feel that I have grown up so much after all the things I have gone thru. But second thoughts, I have not even experience the important climax of life. I'm not even an adult yet. I know how I will look back and laugh at those stupid things I cried and worried so much about when I reach 20s. We all know. But why can't we just wipe off those negative thoughts and erase all the troubles cooped up inside and let it be an obstacle in moving on? It just isn't fair.

We become attached to what's familiar and sometimes we hold onto things that are safe and predictable even if they are bad for us.

My face just got a stroke...










Hahahaha.
I like going over to my auntie's house to see my auntie and cousins. My mum and auntie always have alot to talk about and it was always laughters or nothing at her house. Freed me from all the troubles I had in real world and showed me myself once again. Ok emo.


Starting work next week but what mum says today just totally fucked my life.
I seriously dont know why the fuck am I even here trying to study when nothing in my life make any fucking sense to me.

Oh bye.