Didn't really celebrate this year because we can't as my dear grandma passed away not long ago... It's ok, we can still hang out together with our relatives, and all my male cousins (gamers) and sometimes female cousins will be sitting together in the living room, using laptops/ playing phones/watching shows or tv.
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Just wondering why, being part of the family, you must show this kind of treatment to me? As in, you always complain that I'm not home, don't treat our house as home, ok I get your point from there. Although truth is I do go home every so often and talk and bond with pa and ma, but maybe because you always go out after work and sleep early, thus didn't get to talk to you. And I agree I do have my wrongdoings by not being at home sometimes.
But since we have the time to talk and bond with each other now at Malaysia, why must you like purposely 刁难 (make things difficult) for me in some ways? And when I try to you talk to you in front of cousins you just shunned me or talk to me in some fuck up attitude and ignore me for the time being.
Seriously, sometimes I don't get you. At you. Tired of trying to be understanding anyway.
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I have a bad temper and can be unreasonable at times. But I guess most of the times I am rational and yes, kind. Don't like it when people disregard that.
I know I don't do everything right too. Learning since young, and I'm still learning.
Bye.
Ending with a cutie pic
