We might read quotes and stories, look at beautiful and meaningful pictures and we feel them, but at the end of the day we don't act like that because of the influence from the world we live in everyday. It's not easy to have inspiring thoughts in our mind having the cruel reality surrounding us everyday.

“We all have different stories we tell ourselves. We tell ourselves we are too fat, or too ugly, or too old, or too foolish. We tell ourselves all these different stories because they allow us to excuse our actions, and they allow us to pass of responsibility for things we have done — maybe to something within our control, but anything other than the decisions we have made.“
— Eleanor Brown, The Weird Sisters (via 0x-ygen from Tumblr)


Food for thought.

Argh the new Macbook charger keeps coming off. But no, it doesnt irritates me because at least I have an awesome laptop. I am grateful.

Study plan fails once again, because once I am seated here, my mind goes elsewhere... Tumblring, shopping, listening to songs. Imagining the story of the songs and wondering how all the other people must have been feeling when they reblog or post something on Tumblr.

Definitely going to school tomorrow since I missed it last week. But seriously I do not like Monday lessons, the main reason being how bonded the class is, having laughter and everything, me being the ignorant me I am :( It's weird. But I am glad it's a 4-hour block. The class is cute, noisy and wonderful to be if I was part of them. Oh well, envy.

Can't say I push people away... I never even got close to them, maybe I just reverse my steps a lil bit and go back to where I've started. People I wish to get closer to, but already disappoints me somehow, birth of unwanted misunderstandings in both minds perhaps, that's how fate between two people ends I guess.

I am and hope to appear as sincere to people I meet, because I know that everyone in the world always hope to meet good people and be friends with them for eternity and beyond right? Haha. But I don't stick too close or talk too much because the other parties might not feel the same. Aiya this is a very complicated thing. Or. Maybe it's just my immature and childish thinking :(


Anyway. Met my Vivian a few days back. Glad to talk to her, because she kept me thinking. And together with Kokhoe too. Told her why I met her so little, but our friendship will stay no matter what. She is another one of a kind kind of friend. I cherish her :)

Same for Jiaxi. She always know what I am thinking and am always there. (because we same class or beside only LOL) And the few others.

Chu~ ♥ (Sandara Park hehe xoxo)