Life isnt perfect. It never will be. You wont be happy without getting upset first and vice versa. Everyone faces tough situations like what you did and am still facing it now See those people who are in their 50s and above now? They've faced what you did and still living their lifes, along with their love ones. This only mean that you can do it too. Ending life is never a wise decision no matter how much you wanted to at that moment, when you feel that nothing you do now can fade this torturing pain inside you. Once you end your life, you'll never be able to see what you hasn't but wanted to. Have hope in life.


Ok I've grown so much fatter that I cant believe it myself! But have to. Diet plans failed :/ And YY continues his assurance that Im not fat by saying "No lah! Where got" whenever I say "Wah YY I sure I damn fat liao. You see!" and followed by lifting my shirt up abit and showing him my ever-growing stomach fats. Argh. Anyway I hadnt had lunch nor dinner yet, but mum's cooking curry I guess. Im going to school in 15 minutes time. Not decided whether I'm going anot though. "A Hungry Man Is An Angry Man." applies to me. Allow me to think!

Have started working at SZG since 02/08. Tough work at first. So much gossips around + it wasnt my usual routine of work at the NS. Got to know Stephanie who's so ever talkative and have this lion soft toy named Omar (?) and Shirlyn who is very sweet and always smiling and laughing away though! Waking up at 7am wasnt a tough chore afterall. I miss NS staffs! I know I've been self-pressurizing far too much :/ I am trying to toned down my wild thoughts now...............

After like a few hectic days at zoo, YY and I managed to slip a few hours of our night for dinner and some fun.
















































Shall post the outing of XT and me soonnnnnnnnnnnnnn!
xo

Seriously I want to get a camera real soon becuz my phone sucks big time.
It's funny that Im home at this time of the night. Well Im going out at 10pm.

I watched Spain win yesterday! First time that I catch so many matches of WC on tv.
Holland's defence was like damn strong and Spain possessed the ball most of the time.
I like Casillas & Villa & Iniesta but I dont like Robben becuz he hao lian and poor Torres becuz he's still hurt. While watching the match I also got listen what the commentator says, damn entertaining! But halfway thru the match I keep sneezing YY fed me flu tablets... I was dizzy so was half asleep after 2nd half. I had a veryyyyyyyyy good night sleep yesterday's night! Spain won and I feel so at peace, esp with YY by my side ^^.

Cineleisure's like a 2nd home now. It's like a cycle, buy tickets > HK cafe > arcade (poke poke machine, rambo, daytona etcetc) > Photo Hunt (?) > movie. Then after that go back, chat at void deck > wash up > watch world cup > munch tidbits.

Me am loving it ^^

SIM AIAI MUST BE HAPPY AH.
LXT ALSO.
TAN YILIN ALSO!

Me ish xing fu now :)

Ong Minmin should start to treat this as a diary than a What-I-Do-Everyday updater :(
Am a tired pig now @ 4.46am now and YY's been off to his dreamland... He suddenly woke up just now and before he did he spoke something that sounded like french so I asked, you talking to me? Or dreamtalking? Then he smiled sheepishly at me with those cute sleepy eyes........... I really love it when love is all that simple.

Had service rally of WRS at zoo today... So long no cheering this kind of event in my life like since, erm, sec2??? Hahahahah and was kinda moodless becuz I was one hour late and I'm that kind if start of day spoil I will be very very down already!
So after all that fun was back to work and I love Aidil man! He did that DJ action combined with drumming action damn epic.
Work is really very enjoyable... I love all of my colleagues for who and what they are! Although it's like different people all mixed together. Dread going to zoo, saw some of my future-to-be colleagues and I dont really feel comfortable... Bless me with new easy-going friends ah god!

Going to visit the zoo again tmr...... BUT TO HAVE FUN!!!! WOOOOO might feel abit like work but who cares I WILL HAVE FUN WITH YY even though he might have this work-illness hahahaha

Am so full from the kangkong + stingray I ate just now at Newton Circus(?)... I eat like one plate of kangkong by myself lor favourite ever (Y) I can eat just kangkong and rice without meat!
Speaking of stingray, my work place there got the fish spa, then they got one time got 3 stingrays for display. Then people can even ask, so the stingrays are the fishes that bites off our dead skin? Stupid people why not you try and you'll know... Roll eyes irritatedly

Met Aiai yesterday and complained to her about my life. Love that she's always be there for me. And Im steady anytime for her if a call comes to ask me fly over when Im not at work! heh

Next up! Meeting Yilin, TL, and XT soon.

tatas eyes closing gotta get some sleep bb


It’s not the person you are with but the person you become when you are with that person. Certain people bring out your best self. That’s who you need to find. A man who brings out your best self. - Theresa Alan

Dear Diary, today will be different. It has to be. I will smile, and it will be believable. My smile will say, “I’m fine, thank you. Yes, I feel much better.”


So... HI! :D *in Tanleelee's disgusting tone* lol

I love how whenever I want to transfer photos to my computer there will always be alot becuz I feel like I didnt take much photos recently. Hehe.

Has been working straight for 5 days... Let's say 4 and a half days becuz one of those I went all sick halfway and shivered my way home. Somehow I thought this will last for a week or so and I got hope to diet but sadly........ I'm all well bur it's diarrhea now. SAD!




















For these past days I have really been thinking alot alot till the extent of too much :(
I wish I could stop really. Wish my mind is more simple and I could live life abit more happier.
Because my life now couldnt be better :)
I need to meet my girls up soon!

YY started playing my PSP Harvest Moon: Innocent Life. And he started walking around in the game and bumping into the tables and walls and pressing buttons...
I asked why did you do that?
He say, finding items! Confirm have one! All RPG games like that one!
He said that with determination and very sure of himself LOL
Damn epic the face.
I love YY even more every time he become so spastic.

That's all folks gonna find out where my YY play until he now very engrossed.
Toodles!

*update!
He play until very silent then suddenly say: 一定有东西的。每个RPG Game都是这样的！
Faint

Picture filled posts! I think I'm gonna have to rest soon because I've been facing the computer for veryyyy long and I'm looking back to my past plurks. Interesting seeing how I was in the past. I told YY yesterday... When I look back in the past and look at the present, I'm very confident that my life will be way better no matter what happens now.

Had a long talk with YY yesterday and I drop a few tears... I'm afraid for what the future may bring. The possibilities of things happening really scare me. My mind can really wander to as far as out of the universe...

Almost everyday spent with YY. Cute max lah although he very very erxin.
He know it himself! :(
Today ah... Because I have 3 blisters on two toes on my left foot and one toe on my right foot, I cant wear my flats back home then he search until one pucca slippers for me. He see the slippers, he laugh like one idiot. He see me WEAR the slippers, he laugh cannot stop and laugh all the way to 7-11. Plus I wear one flowery boxers leh, like what only................

Hmm anyway! During the past weeks, we ate at Geylang, Ang Mo Kio, town, random restaurants and food outlets to eat and watch movies and sing K and play pool!
We went out like for quite too much already so I guess for the following weeks we are staying home to recuperate :)



Our favourite no. 11 and our table when we ate dim sum at Geylang :)
















YY cooked this porridge with sardines, pork cubes, caixin and cai pu egg!!!! Damn nice and got the home the feeling. THANKS YY SO MUCH







Photos above are quite recent one~ I went to Starbucks @ The Cathay to study while waiting for YY to fang gong...
The hotdog is pre-packed one! Heyun got that from his friend in China and he gave me one :D It's like so awesome leh, like you are very hungry and it's late in the night and you can just grab a stick of hotdog and munch on it.

Gonna post birthday pictures on the next post instead... I can feel that migraine coming! Going out to study now! ^^
I know what's the time now, but my nightlife is ending soon because I'm going to start work at the zoo so I have to make use of the remaining time :(
I will miss people at NS so much leh... Although I'll still have chance to work in NS and NS and Zoo are like so close!

Thanks people for giving me the best working experience ever :)


WORLD CUP! I SUPPORTING ENGLAND! WAYNE ROONEY, BECUZ HE GUAILAN ENOUGH AND HE IS VERY THE HUMOUROUS.



The way my dad describes Cristiano Ronaldo very funny. He says that thought he handsome but he got play alot of women then kick football also not good already kana yellow card summore! HAHAHA but still he very very very handsome leh.

Go England! Pray that will win in this match leh. No win no more football!



I wanna meet Aiai soon. Got lots of things to talk to her about...

"I must learn to love the fool in me, the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries. - Theodore Isaac Rubin"